Sunday, April 15, 2007

woo wooo!! Celebrated CS's bday belated at pizza hut on friday!! Wad a fun tym we had!! took photos wid the 17 year OLD gal!! She is the oldest there what!!
spent quite alot this week. 100 dollars. I didn't tell mum about it, I feel bad lah, but I just cant help it waDD!!

OkAy, chemistry test I can confidently say that I flunked it! I think I only got 2 mcqs correct the rest is just ROT.

Swim meet was terrible, I didn't even get to experience the stress of the compeition not to mention losing. Tio pangseh last minute by the water polo boys who wanted to start a relay team. Felt so angry but swam away all of my anger at the intermediate pool. Went to jw GYM again to work out with Benny. Gonna beef up soon!! DAMN DAMN TIRED tt once i reached home I slept all the way to the next day 8 am. Waawawaawaaawaaaa!!

Maths test tmr, gonna just say CIAO here!!


if it's true (: (: (:

sAddist 10:09 PM
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Hai.. so many things happened this week. I really need a break from all those boringg lectures tutorials and tests...

Just finished my chemistry test, I am really finished. I don't think I have any chance of passing after leaving the entire last question blank. Really thanks all these to my laziness, I don't deserve to pass, I hadn't been studying for the past few days, have not even done my notes.
I just feel like giving up and going to sleep.

FINALLY DECIDED TO DROP GSC. I totally cannot stand the boring GSC lessons. ALL we did was to discuss, COPY damn loads of things on board and do her damn freaking assignments which she will access. I know she has already a terrible impression of me, ARGH nvm it's OVER.

Going to have a biology test this coming friday, I gonna give it a shot. I won't sleep too early this time. Must have more determination.
Mustn't pon swim anymore. Will be damn sorry during hits on saturday.

sAddist 5:30 PM
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Sunday, April 08, 2007

I miss Kallang river so much, the taste of the bitter bitter salty river water. The scorching sun and the torture I get while rowing and trying to catch up. I shall train real hard so that in times to come I shall be muscular and join the team back again! MUAHAHAHA!

Steady pun peepee ;) I gotta rush my work now. There are alot of tests in the coming week. Content-based and a bit of application.

I am online for the whole freaking day! Can U believe it!!! 12 hrs!!!

Went to gospel like church mini musical at SCGS on saturday. I think I liked it much much more than CHC.

I must really buck up after deleting my games, I do not want to a disappointment to others. I'd want to feel great (REALLY GREAT) by the end of my 2years in college. :)

ciao off to do GP COMPRE. :S

sAddist 11:30 PM
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Friday, April 06, 2007

YES I HAVE DELETED MY WARCRAFT! MY HEART ACHES LIKE MAD. BUT I'VE GOTTA DO IT! I KNOW IT!
AND ALL I NEED TO DO IS TO ENDURE 2 YEARS OF STUDYING AND SWIM.
10000000 CHEERS TO CQY THE GREAT!

sAddist 11:16 PM
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Hmmm... Pondering on how many times I ought to pluck up my courage and do what I wanted to do. How many things have I 'chickened out' before I did. How many rejections did I managed to accept and how many more will I face..

that was em0. Gonna take an evening nap after a tiring morning-afternoon of gym and swim Hope will wake up refreshed and ready to do some work. Term exams next week, I scared that I will fail both. I don't want to be retained. I need to work hard. As for GSC, I am beginning to regret my choice, I don't want it to be a scar on my Alevel cert. But nvm I shall work hard.

Dragonboat on sunday, looking forward to it but not as much after msges from some idiot which totally spoilt my thursday. Im beginning to feel that everyone there hates me and I cannot manage to convince myself that I belong there. I hope I can grow older, I really hate to be called a small boy.
ciao.

sAddist 5:30 PM
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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

I CONQUERED THE PHOTOalbUM TROJAN!!! WOHOO!! happy not very pissed like yesterday! totally cannot make it lah yesterday.

Had Pe today, didn't eat breakfast so after everything I felt abit giddy and see black dots. Can find no one to help me get a 100PLUS, decided to wait for myself to recover first and buy it myself later. But who knows that I don't have enough coins. SO bad luck. My stamina is very bad. I need to treat every training (DB or swimming) more seriously.

PI due on thurs. got to rush now. ciao

sAddist 10:46 PM
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DAMN FUCKED UP!
WHY AM I SO STUPID TO GO ACCEPT A BUG AND ACTUALLY OPEN IT!
WHY FUCKING STUPID ME FOR THE SECOND TIME ALREADY! FUCKING PISSED!

sAddist 2:09 AM
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Sunday, April 01, 2007

ARGGH, don't know why I just cant stop worrying thinking about things and stressing myself out.

I just simply cannot sit down and finish my work. The MI questions giving me problems. I don't feel like doing anything except playing, but I am sick of playing already!!

MAYBE I M JUST SICK #_# OH MIGHTY GOD HEAL ME PLEASE. I WANT SOME PEACE.

sAddist 4:39 PM
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Utada Hikaru - First Love

sAddist 11:46 PM
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Saturday, March 17, 2007

School is reopening soon! I don't feel like going back to school. All the stress sets in, homework undone, scoldings by teachers and even ponning of school or cca. I am really afraid of being blacklisted by teachers. BUT I M TOO LAZY TO DO MY WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEFRRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!

Anyway spent alot of time going out during this march holidays. Time really flies, 1 more day to sch reopening. I remembered what the principal told us, "The march holidays are for you to rest and catch up with ur work. Start the school feeling refreshed but not more tired than before the break." I've got a feeling that I'll start school sleepy headed again. zzz

Had primary school gathering and 4/2 gathering. Rather fun I can say. Caught 1 movie during this one week of march holidays. STOMP THE YARD!! It was better than I'd thought. But it was not that nice either. Okayyy might want to do my work later on into the night. zz

AND FREAKING DRAGONBOAT TOMOLO. REALLY FEEL LIKE SKIPPING IT, IT'S GETTING WORSE AND WORSE SINCE I KNOW MORE ABOUT THE PEOPLE. THERE ARE TOO MUCH OF THEM. HAI, SHLDN'T HAVE ACCEPTED THE REQUEST IN e FIRST plACE.
Keeping these all to myself.......

adamnterriblefeelin'imhavin'

sAddist 7:50 PM
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Here are my subject combination:
H2: CHEM, MATHS, BIO
H1: GP, PW, GSC, ECONS

Wahahaha, finally can take the subjects i wanted to take. Must work very hard though. I don want to fail any of my test, although i had already failed my econs test by half marks.

Orientation madness again! feel happy to know more pple but digusted when i think about the mud and starch. Will reach home real late tmr.

1Sd3 will be in my memory for long, although we cannot stay as a same class but i do hope we will keep in touch. A real fun class to be in.
1Sd3 can only be in my memory, a really fun class to be in =)

I am turning in, must be a real angel and sleep early or i won't be able to concentrate during lessons or lectures. ciao

sAddist 10:43 PM
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

argh, didn't go for school today.

Still cannot get over Ms Tang screamings last friday =(
Feel really bad and dun really understand a single shit about Maths nw...

Didn't go for swim for 10 times ady

Everything is in a mess!
GONNA REALLY not touch the com when JAE starts. Hafta catch up, really behind evrything.

Not going to appeal to NJ la, tedious and shitty training schedule.

>:( KNNFUCKINGSCREWEDUP ):<

sAddist 12:02 AM
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Wad a busy day yesterday! Firstly went lao huang's hse to pray year and next rushed off to CCK to pray year to my granny. I am glad that dad is going back to visit granny after so long... But sad because he started smoking again..



Lastly, went to Heerens to had neoprints with some of my OG mates. I missed seeing Jean argh!! And the neoprint is badly taken.

sAddist 2:02 PM
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Monday, February 19, 2007

yo happy cny pple!

I will be having alot of activities tmr.
I've got my OG outing and going Mr Ng's house for new year visit~
Dilemma here! which 1 should i choose? I obviously will choose Mr Ng's house cause he is a very good chinese teacher whom I will nvr forget, but that means that I'd miss out alot of funn with my OG mates!! Arggh...

Wow, primary school gathering soon! Hope to mit up with all my primary school friends and have a good chat with all of em!

New year calls for red bed sheets =S

Gong Xi Fa Cai! Nian Nian got fish! Cloth Cloth Gao Sheng! xD

sAddist 4:44 PM
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Saturday, February 17, 2007

ahahaha, a slip of the fingers and I think I can know him better. Eh, I think what I heard is true, they are abnormal!!

Heard from my classmates that one of the DM in my school is married and he did not marry any lady... I was quite shocked since the school is a methodist school. anyway I think it's most probably fake because the DM scolded countless of students and made much enemies during his years in the school. It's inevitable that there would be such terrible rumours about him.

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR'S EVE TO ALL!

I have my cny resolutions which is not to be so lazy anymore and perservere be more hardworking so that I can reach my goal!!!

Hope that my family is blessed with firstly health and secondly less worries!

Erm, I will keep the entry short, very tired wanna sleep. Bound to feel aches everywhere when I wake up. Shouldn't have pushed myself too much to carry those weights at the gym!

Wan/Zao An!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sAddist 3:07 AM
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Monday, February 12, 2007

I've got my Olvl results, it was surprising and disappointing.
So afterall both feeling somehow neutralised each other.
I was feeling damn stressed up when I was being called up to receive my results, I saw alot of As which made me very happy(but i knew they were all 2s if not i'll be called out to take photo with the principal)
FIRST two subjects GEOG and COMBINED HUMANS : A1 (i got Cs for both for prelims ;))
NEXT two subjects MATHS (A n E): A2 (very disappointing since I'd always got A1 for both)
My maths teacher, Mr Leong who gave out our results was very disappointed with my maths results. I know it must be my carelessness that cost me my A1s. haiz, I shldn't have played audition before Amaths and shld not have slacked before Emaths.


Ok, I got an overall score of 11, after deduction which is 7.
I can only stay at ACJC, but I'd still like to try NJC. I dunno but I really feel that I do not belong to ACJC..
My mum is taking a day off her work to accompany me to go appeal, hope it'll not be a futile attempt. =(

FINALLY bought my new hp. A W850i.
Many commented that the phone doesn't look nice. I bought the black 1 anyway. I don't care about other pple's comment la, as long as I like my own phone. =)



I HATE MATHS LECTURES, I DUNNO WAD CRAP THE LECTURER IS TALKING ABOUT!!!!

super tired liao must sleep early or i'll get whacked by ms tang during morning assembly if she happen to catch me dozing off. =(

sAddist 9:12 PM
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Friday, February 09, 2007

GETTING O LEVEL's RESULTS SOON!

DAMN ANXIOUS but I think the others secondary 4s are feeling so as well.

I hope I m guided. I hope to get in NJ but Im kinda attached to my classmates in ACJ now...

Pls may my results guide me to where I have to go.

sAddist 11:55 AM
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Saturday, February 03, 2007

YO~~ I am going to my class chalet!!

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Swam 60laps of 25m (alot!) yesterday, was very super tired that I fell asleep while watching the television. I was the slowest among all the swimmers!! Very stressed!

I will endure through these tough times of swimming.
Have been missing phone calls during my swimming and what's worse is I cant msg them cos they are mainly house numbers!!so PLS DO NOT CALL ME(especially with a hse phone) FROM 4-7PM!!!

Going to JJ carnival soon! byebye!

sAddist 10:08 AM
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Saturday, January 27, 2007

Miss my OG bbq ytd, thanks to me, myself and I. I hope that would not be the last OG gathering we have, I am going to organise some late night movie watching soon ;)

I think I ate wrong things during my lunch ytd which made me visit the toliet bowl quite a number of times. Got this irritating feeling of bloated-ness which won't go away. Have been eating 5 tablets every morning and night. Feeling terrible after eating all the tablets. I have no appeitite for food cos they make me bloated again.. So damn hell moody recently think it's because of the stupid effects of the drugs.

I am determined to be a doctor, but I don't think I can if I don't start to work hard and cut down the use of computers(ESPECIALLY GAMES). O levels results are coming out soon and I don't want to think too much about it. Maybe I will score like shit and maybe I will score better but I hope it'll be the latter.

I hope I can recover soon and then I can do sports and train again. A lot of tutorials are still undone and I don't feel like doing them. I seriously want to slack thru first 3 mths but I scared I can't catch up later.

Yeah, the ONLY thing that cheers me up is that I am getting a new phone soon. 15 more days for my hp mobile plan to end, I hope my mum keeps her promise to get me the phone I want or I will be damn depressed.

CNY is coming! I can collect up to 100 dollars. I hope.

I suddenly feels that I am so much happier during secondary school life.. I want back secondary school life 1/6, 2/6, 3/2, 4/2. I miss those days.

I have not been going chc anymore, I hope that they will forgive me, I really need more time to consider before I become a christian..

D-PRESS-ED

sAddist 12:27 PM
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Thursday, January 25, 2007

Ok, I really learnt my lessons.

Consult a doctor early if u're sick. My medical bills summed up to 60 bucks.

Coughing because I have some kind of synus bacteria in my body..

Waa, I missed 2 days of school.
Going to miss 1 week of Swim.
Missing 1 dragon boat training.

The doctor thought I was in NS already cos of my dark skin. I better don't go out under the sun so often.

Wednesday, vomitted 4 hrs after my dinner. everything was watery and I could still see the rice yummy!!

I m going back to school tml, missed out quite alot but who cares? Gotta do my tutorials after playing for so much..

I MUST CURBB MY EVIL HABIT OF PLAYING COMP GAMES.
HOMEWORK ARE MY GAMES TUTORIALS ARE MY GAMES STUDYING IS MY FAVORITE PASSTIME NERD IS WAD I LIKED BEING CALLED.

... cannot believe that I've just psycho-ed myself with all these things!!

SCHOOL IM COMING I M COMING!!

sAddist 6:07 PM
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Saturday, January 20, 2007

I REALLY HATE THESE.

1.accepted it and deleted it away (wtf la, are u even a man, u not happy u tell me la why psycho her to do such stuffs, I have really been kind to u not making u green and all these, fucking weakling, this shows that u've no confidence in urself at all, PATHETIC PEON)
2.they all thought we are together
3.wanted her to be my good friend
4.lying that I can't go church bcos i m too busy

I ought to be more decisive and more frank to people about what I feel to prevent all these from happening.

COUGH HAS NOT WENT AWAY.

anyway i m glad that my mum is giving me $$ to buy a very nice jacket for me tml ^^ wahaaha.

The fact that I cant go church is becos I feel that I cannnot cope later if all my work comes in. I am also not ready to be a christian yet. I am really sorry to daphanie who has kept calling me and asking me to come, I always didn't come at the last minute. YES I AM THIS KINA DISAPPOINTMENT IF U TRY 2 COME NEAR ME.
SO BACK OFF!

sAddist 11:44 PM
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

wtf knn !@#!@#$$%@@

Have not been feeling great recently.

Was late for dragon boat, wad's worse is I didn't even try to socialise with those pple there. Felt like an anti-social, didn't go for farewell lunch for one of the guys who is leaving. I felt left out, after all I m the youngest, AGE GAP.

Swimming was not so fun, I just cant feel my body slightly touching the water surface, and it's getting worse for every lap I tried. During the last lap had a really bad cramp on my right carve which almost immoblise me. I was lucky as my right leg is not my master leg. Flippers worsen my blisters on the toes n created a new one on my ankle. Did alot of stretching for my cramped carves, but e pain is still there, will be limping for few days.


Nevertheless, I must not give up now, training is what I want, even if I were to swim till I drown, I'll still not give up!

Went to look at the notice board after swim. i was in SD3 which is like the last class on the list. Not really sure if it's the last class but I don't think there is anybody whom I knew is in the same class as me.

Kinda struggling with myself lately, maybe shld really stop playing so much and concentrate on my training and studies. And wad's worse is I cant speak English fluently which is smthg that I feel very inferior abt.

I hope I can pass the super belated present to bozonut but i dun think I/she is free recently.
Didn't have a very good day today, hope that tomorrow will be better.
I think blogging all of my troubles out does not helps.

... ...

sAddist 8:24 PM
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

WOW! I realised that I've not blogged for a long long time.

HAPPY 2007 to all.

Jus had my JC orientation, it was fun though we get dirty wet muddy and sunburnt.. hhehe, it jus totally rockz!

I found myself a bestfriend from scgs, jean(not jean grey) lol she keep laffing at me and i still dunno why.. muahahaha..

I am in for choir audition today, I am supposed to sleep now or i will die tml..

Ciaoz!

sAddist 2:33 AM
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Thursday, November 30, 2006

PhEw, back from the tiring chalet at aloha changi chalet!
The place was damn ulu, many taxis drivers had difficulties finding our chalet.
I din take much photos so sad nothing much to post.

We had bbQ on the first day. That really irritate my eyes alot. I was doing the chicken and many complained tummy discomfort after eating. =( Thereafter we went to watch some movies and played cards till 2am plus. Andrew suggested to see ah guas at the carpark near changi village. So curious me go and see see.
OMG I THOT I REALLY SAW WOMENS. THEY PUT SO MUCH MAKE UP SO DISGUSTING. THEIR HAIR IS EVEN LONGER THEN SOME OF THE OUR ORIENTAL GALS, PUT NAILS POLISH, WEAR HIGH HEELS AND TAKE HANDBAG! THEIR BOOBS ARE SO.... TOTALLY YUCKS! An ignorant person would probably get a scare of their lives when they hear them talk like men.. THEIR LAUGHTER WAS LIKE 'HOHOHOHOHOHHO' EVEN MORE MEN THEN ME LAH. Haresh heard them saying 'we will ttry to BLEND in with them' as we walked past them. eeks! ^RAN FOR OUR LIVES!^

Second day was utterly tired for not sleeping during the first night. I was so bored that I finally went to sleep at 10am after many disturbances. haha! slept for 4 hrs
MAJHONG!!! I finally learnt how to play majhong! wakao it was addictive like a very useful tool to keep u awake in the night! LOL i was nub then I learnt wad's SI SAN YAO.. got one time I haf dong, nan, xi, bei, hong zhong, qing fa, yi shun, jiu shun, yi tong and jiu wan leh!! SO CLOSE!! LIKE 4 more to make lorhzzzz!!! But pple so fast hu I sobx. HEHE (now i know majhong can hao lian a bit marh)
Thereafter went to OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL with the whole gang to look for creepy stuffs. Realised that it was opposite the commando camp site and CHARLES who took alot of photos was checked by the commandos. HAHA! ORBE! That hospital was utimate creepy at night, we din went it but jus walked round it.

THIRD DAY(which is today) slept for 3 hrs. waked up feeling groggy had to book out at 10am! Went to return the rented bike with xavier and took a damn 29 to tamppines to take MRT for 1 hr likedat to BUKITBATOK. Slept thruout the train journey. WENT HOME DEAD BEAT. (slept 7 hrs for 3 days 2 nights! >.<) THEN i went to sleep and went to hospital to fetch my dad home.

dad, i hope u've learnt ur lessons. pls do not do not do not harm ur health by smoking anymore. I must really thank god for not taking away u frm me for 2 times ady. I love u alot I have wait to buy a bungalow let u live and let u do ur fav gardening 1. Plss plss take care of urself.

Im in a dilemma, if I work I cant take care of my dad. But if i don work i doubt i can have $$ to clear my debt and buy wad i need badly. wad to do? wad a long post, I am tired. But I wanna plae audition late late in the nitez. >.<

sAddist 7:42 PM
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Its has been long since I blogged!

Many things has happened.

Prom 06 was cool! WeeTz, other than knowing whose the prom queen and king we had lots of photos and lots of food!!
The food was a bit budget(as in buffet style) but it doesn't taste as bad..
Many people dress up formally for that event and woot! U can see the difference in many of us. Those ady very shuai and pretty become very shuai and very pretty. Those who are not so shuai and not so pretty become shuai and pretty also. (wth am I talkingzz)


Hmm, less words and more PHOTOZ! Here are the whole lot of photosz...


Yan dAo laRh!



gRoup photo! from left: pt, pam, beny, cindy, xav, hui en, warren, me =)


pt n me!


can u see that Im TALLER than benny?xD


mE and sexy pamela >.<


E shuai4. from left: me, pt, benny, warren


tHREeSOmE! from left: pt, eugene, me


CHIO BU(cs) AND YAN DAO(me) xD


Gorgeous xiao hui and sleepy me. zZzzZzz


Shun Ding and Me (BLURRED) zz


Yan Dao and best Dressed =D


me and Kah MooN =x


mE and hugsNkisses


Me and Ms Tan, aiya Jing Shuyan lah!


me and hottie===>> Ms PoPuLaR leh!


me and ah meng(from zoo)!


shuai gez mei nvz!!


Me and STARFISH! >,<


Me and CheryLz ^.^ (see the height difference =x)


two very smart pple me and charlene xD


Me and Jurane!


last and the least ShAun w me(I am not the least)!

TaTa! That's all the phtos I've!
I jus knew that you can upload photos inside blogger, I am so suAkU! Thanks for enlightenment joyce!! HAppy bElaTEd bDaY!! =D
Damn tired after uploading so much photos and adding stupid captionz! SleEping sOonz!
Enjoyz!!

sAddist 2:48 AM
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

UpdaTez!

Sunday I went my uncle's house! His granddaughter's one month old party! Hhee, the daughter so small was lying at the sofa sleeping the whole day, one day she will grow up to be a chio bu(like how I grow up to be a YAN DAO). I din managed to go near her cos I scared she cry =S
Cousin lend me blazer! Cool! prom nite don need splurge on clothings le!! BtW Im still going to shop for some clothes tml ^.^

Today went for KbOx at JE! Its KAhMun's bDaY!! LOL my third time at kbox. Went for klunch, cos it's the best slot of the day! Had some fish bento, not bad =)

Hai, my mother also don allow me get contact lenses. I found the cheapest deal with much effort but she refuses to give me money to buy.
SO I AM DETERMINED TO WORK! I WILL WORK VERY HARD AT THE START OF DEC SO I CAN EARN MORE $$ TO BUY WAD I WANT!!
I'll go vivocity tml to look for jobs, if not I become factory boy le ='( My cousins also no kan tao for 1 mth's job..

I've got some pictures but I am lazy to upload into my comp, so laggz.

GOOD NEWS: My mother finally allowed me to dye my pathetic hair! I will be going to buy the dye tml ^^

After I've got my pay I will be able to treat my friends and buy clothes bags watches pay debts contacts lense and wadeva i wannn, muahahahahahahA!!!

ciAo!

sAddist 12:53 AM
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Saturday, November 18, 2006

Os is finally over. I do hope I can get good grades to enter a good JC =))

I want to do alot of stuffs after Os.
WORK for $$$$, though one month only but i need the money to pay my BRO
BUY and splurge! Prom is near and I need to buy nice nice clothes! I will taking many pictures on that day! Check it out!
Get my wart removed! I don Want that THING to grow back again!!
Get my hair dyed. But I dont think this is something possible cos i dropped hints to my mum by saying I want to buy hair dye. GUESS WAD? IMMEDIATE NO. I wont be dyeing green cos pple say not very nice.
I might go back to school to see how's NPCC going on. Disappointment guaranteed.
Finally I wan to play dota with RYAN and audition untill I go mad during the holidays!!

One months and 10 days, a lil too short?

I have thot about it, if u are happy i'll be happy. I wont happy anybody to be unhappy becos of me! smile!! =D

I will get another new tagboard u wait and see. |8<

sAddist 4:16 AM
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Thursday, September 21, 2006

A Second Chance

Principal wanted to give us a chance to get into good JC by giving us retest.
I am grateful for this second chance.
I must work hard and get good grades.
I have not tld my mother the grades i got.She nvr ask why i care to tell?
Hmm, it's gonna be very boring for me cos I need to work very hard.
I suddenly feel very moody but don't know why.
I have no mood for games can u believe it?! I jus feel lyk sleeping.

The L1R5 system was not good, they took my HCL as L1 which prohibits me from taking my Exp chinese as an relevant subject (R4/5) I am gonna find the teacher and ask tml. Ten more days to re-test. Jia you to myself!!
Sg iDol?? i hope both get eliminated, then I will win the title.
ARGGHH!! DON SO MMOODY LEH!!

sAddist 8:19 PM
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

It's Peng Tiong's BiRthdAy todAy!!
HAPPY BURDAY TO EUU!!



bURdAy bOy

We went to sakae at westmall. Hohohohoho..




Had a compeition with one monster, benny. He ate two persons load(about 25-27 plates of sushis) INcredible.
I had about 16 plates which made me feel like vomiting everything out. I think in the end monster benny won of cos.

Some photos here for u to drool over..



gAying around



gAying around 2



"Hey, I drank so much miso, I wan go toliet!!"



YuMyUm!



DUA SHUAI GE



I DID this, nice? (of cos!)

Omg, uploading these photos and resizing them are hard work, pls enjoy the photos hor!
ArGh one plus now, tml getting back bio and emaths paper. Sucks, chemistry fail today. Don DARE to see teacher, cos she say fail don go and see her. =(
GooD lUck to myself for tml =)

sAddist 1:04 AM
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Monday, September 18, 2006

RESULTS

Higher Chinese : 65/100 (unexpected, since i failed my mid yr HCL)
EL(paper 2): 26/50 (pass by one mark, still happy)
Combined Humanities: 56/100 (kinda disappointed cos i studied real hard even though last minute cos i din wan to disappoint my teacher)

These are the papers we got back today. Not so good but I hope for good results tml.

I went to OG today to buy someting for my buddy! HaHA. I better don disclose wad i bought until tml which is his Big bday!
I went to test some bermudas as well, kaoz i like so much but the prize is so @!##$!@. Next time i save enuff money come back buy u. Hope i DOn like u by then so i won need to spend my hardearned money.. heheh..

I Love my funky mama, she is two years older than me which means our relationship is special(definately not BGR lah, my mum will kill me). I feel that I like got another mother that really dotes on me, encourage me, so i hope this relationship shld not be mistaken any further.

ChEer up jOyce, examinations are coming! Study hard for it, nvm if u screw one up, u still have others, i have lots of confidence in u! Get well soon ok?!

sAddist 10:56 PM
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Sunday, September 17, 2006

wEet! my exams are finally over. There is lil time for me to rejoice cos the results will be out by Monday. And in another month or so, it'll be the major O-level examination which everybody has been stressing about. I know my results will not be good cos I played too much. I am so sian sian sian. I had a bet with Joyce, my L1R5 sure get above 12.. hahahaa if get below 12 means i really very cute liao, cos dunneed study also can get so good.
hmm.. that's about it.. I must really work hard for olvls. After my O's mama said she would find a easy and good paid job for me! Thanks mama! I am glad! hEeheE. Earn money buy new phone leh>__<
I sTayed awake the whole night! Aint I PRO??

sAddist 10:42 AM
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

wOohOo~ today's bio and amath was a breeze! i hope next time got more of such breeze! I was unable to get to sleep that morning after studying till 3. i kep forcing myself to sleep and nearly become mad but they don help at all leh. I msged bozo ma late night she ask me to count bozo until i sleep (is she implyin tht she is a sheep? meeeaaaaaa)
oO lala i stole back the mouse from my brother's room, later returning it back..
Ok emaths paper tml. wOrk hard and get good grades for it. BozoMamA enjoy ur chalet!
COUNTDOWN 3 MORE DAYS TO FREEDOM(temporarily) ;)

sAddist 2:29 PM
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Saturday, September 09, 2006

This is a new post dedicated to my new funky mAmA.
i got a new funky mama
Long time nvr write blog le . I dunno wad to update.
Prelims are coming monday and i've not prepareed for it. I damn worried but i dunno wad to do.
I now playing audition, but i very noob. noob dao cannot make it.
Btw, shi shang wu nan shi zi pa you xin ren! Mama i believe u can overcome this dark moment
and be a real funky mama!
BozoMa u rock man. Roxk on hor!
Study or not study?!? how i wish i can be older, i don like life of sec school.
Eventhough i don like life of an adult, becos as u grow older time really flies.....

sAddist 8:58 PM
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Sunday, March 26, 2006

Haiz...... WTf. i really dunno what is happening nowadays. shant elaborate much.
Had been slacking and slacking and slacking and.......... i totally hate my keyboard becos i spend so much time correcting my typos. tht's why i decided not to use caps unless necessary.
Staff test over. but still gt camp craft part... damn difficult to get the rank. but i still gonna get it.
HOMEWRKS undone! nvm, i go do now.

DOTA rocks... Heee...

sAddist 10:30 PM
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Thursday, March 23, 2006

today i slept for 5 hrs as my nap. nice and sweet but now i gootta rush my homework...
haiz..... very boring life
awaiting for weeekends to come. :)

sAddist 12:17 AM
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

hi people! i am back to blog again! today i was so tired that i begged my mum to let me sleep 5 mins before she wakes me up again. i even slept while standing in the crowded bus. nevertheless today was stil ok. i cant believe that i am used to ms ridz picking at me. She nagged at me in the morning and keep on checking on me during geog lessons. but nvm, i enjoy being picked at. also, i would prefer mr singh to put a tag board rather then let us post comments in his blog.

staff sergeant test today was on MOI(methods of instructions) IT WAS SOOO BORING listening to people teachin u things that u already know.. I was 3rd last to take the test but i somehow did quite okay :) hope i can be promoted to staff soon!

my 2km timing : 10.07mins! hooray! i gootta nap. i cant stand it anymore. cya!

sAddist 7:09 PM
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omg!! i cant believe that i am blogging at this point of time!! so late

obviously i have not blogged for nearly a year. (anybody misses my blog?)

had to apologise for not linking people... becoz i am too laazy and secondly i have almost forgotten how to do the html codes.

haha..... anyway nice life secondary 4, so sick have to do homework. passing over soon! Reluctant but cant wait for the day to come. controversial. i dont know. i might blog from now onwards. will try my best to update my blog. i am not changing my blogskin as i am too lazy to do so.

I will link those people and make colour frogs as soon as i got my photoshop.

AND why are people whom i would never dream of come to tagg me?? those james and mary saying that my blog is great and asking me to visit theirs. How funny. i am too busy to do so.

have to rush my homework now! SEE YA!

sAddist 12:05 AM
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Thursday, May 19, 2005

exams are finally over and we have got back our results..
some were horribly depressed while some(which is most likely to be few) are over the moon..
i have totally lost mood to study.. it's soo damn hell boring studying after exams...

a teacher bore prejudices against me. she sucks man.. haiz.. i am so unlucky..
the chinese singing compeition today was nice.. but i hate the judges, esp mr liang lu... he asked people to stop at the chrous... what the f?! anyway, it's over.. haha..

I have no mood to carry on blogging.. there's np tml i bringing the sec 2 for dry shoot practise... wat the.. so sian i fail shoot still must bring them to shoot.. lolx... i am turning in... nightz.

sAddist 10:14 PM
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

aRgh.......
many fucking things happened recently.
i really feel very sian leh... but also dunno what to do..
i feel lazy.. i dono what the freakin wrong with me.. and i cant seem to gain any
weight!!
arGh... i am very tired..
why must everything happened already then i regret..
why must things happened already then i know to feel guilty.
hai.. i must be very determined.. otherwise i would go kill myself..
haha.. anyway.. i don think you would know what the heck i am talkin...
I dunoo.. i feel really moody.. also feel very inferior.. I ALSO DUNOO WHY!!
SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aRGHhh.... i don seem to like myself anymore..
argh.. very tired.. hai.. i........ i...........


I seemed alright outside but something is wrong deep within me....

sAddist 11:01 PM
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Saturday, February 12, 2005

yay! the 50th post!! Im bored..
Anyway, happy chinese new yEar!!
I dunno how ta tell my mum that i flunked my Emaths test!!! argh
I fail two maths test le lA!!!
i go bang wall die la!
monday is valentine's day!!
Happy valentine's day ev'body! I LOVE YA ALL
Mom and dad... I love ya two too!!
I wanna save money for their bIg burday presents liao.. last yr nvr give!!!
I dun think i wanna blog anymore liao!
Anyway I shld rephrase it to 'i dun think i'l haf anymore time to blog!'
ev'body smile!!

sAddist 12:31 AM
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Saturday, January 01, 2005

hOOhOoHoo... christmas over.. New yeAr's here!! happy ny everyone..
Sch is re-opening.. New principal.. everything new..
My np fancy drill is coming! only have 5days the most to make final practice!! aRgh..
Dead.. I forgot everything..
HmMm.. My homeworks haven do finish.. Yay i feel like i am talking to myself.. I go watch tv le.. update when i dun hav the weird feeling.. hahaz..
=)

sAddist 2:31 PM
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Friday, December 03, 2004

I am finally gonna update.. recqap some of the things that happened.
Yea.. from that NPCC barbaque.. It was tiring but was fun becuz we get to play and eat and throw water bombs at pple.. haha.. But tiring becuz we carried lots and lots of things... aRgE... nvrtheless.. it's was NICEEEE...
next was the fancy drill cum washing those tents sheets.. Tiring no fun... Went back home aching like sIAO..
NExt was ytd!
I went ken's chalet.. too bad I cant stay thr.. I went WILD WILD WET for the first time!!! DaVin, jOan, xIaOhuI was thr with me also.. we tried everything thr.. I was really suay cut my knee at the shiok river.. then I was taken to the medic.. though not very pain but they give me antisceptic and big dressing on my left knee.. hehe
later we tried all kind of slides and things... SLide up was insane... It's nearly the same as jumping down high from the 3rd storey.. I sat infront at first but later behind... OMG.... I saw it.. i saw my heart came out and back went i flew down... haha..
I love the big slide the most.. I made a gay pose... Hahaz.. the cam took my pic it wuz liek... like... SHIT!!!
hahah..
kK.. then later go back that time half life gone le.. I called mum ask her to let me stay but she forbid me... HAiz.. went home after the sg idol.. I reached home just enough time to see the results.. I nearly rotted in the Mrt.. sitting alone and enjoying the aircon.. nvrtheless I went home eat shit bathe and slept..
btw...
alicia ask me to say that she is cuter than me... yEa she is cuter.. But i am cutest.. MUahahahahahahahahah.... cant blame i am superior

sAddist 12:23 AM
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

actually it's nothing..
OH DEAR it's going to end soon.. 2 years of being together as a class..
Awww.. how sad..
Haiz.. something is troubling me..
You see.. I did not wanna disapoint them.. it's just that I HOPE i can have some time to do what i like.. If i take up everything.. I might as well jump into a coffin or another alternative is jump down from a 100 storey hotel and maybe drinking a full bottle of 1 litres MAMA LEMON.. lolx.. those are examples.. I didn really wanna die so much.

Just that it's kinda stressful.. I duno what to choose.. but obviously.. I will definately choose for the lousier one.. becuz if there's enough of special talents in a particular organisation.. while the other organisation are lacking of people who are stupid enough to run e thing.. of course that stupid person will choose chioce B.. sO.. I have decided..

Nvm if it's kinda confusing here.. hahaz.. anyway.. the ultimate motive of this damn thing is to sort out things in my head.. at least give some clue to some pple who doesn't understand me well.. uRm.. btw.. I think i shouldn't say i shld quit a paritcular organisation.. If they really wana keep me i couldn't get out no matter what.. but.. If I am rusting there.. I'd be kicked out naturally.. huRh?? i also dunno what i am talkin..

anyway.. I am really sorry that i cant be in the peer leader.. i've always hoped that i can do exactly what e peer leaders are doing to me last time when i was in sec 1.. But.. gradually i dun think the enthusiasm is fadding.. furthermore i dun think it's good to rush during that camp.. becuz i am also so damn so called "lucky" to be involved in the fancy drill for the cCa open house!! although i dun think they'lL crash but i still think it's good for a simple minded me to stay concentrated on something.. otherwise I will be so retarded then.. yEa.. that's what i gotTa say.. just hope that chalet will be enjoyable.. :)

anyway happy belated to mEng!

I guess i am finally zZzzy.. I gOnna sleep soon.. gOOd nights everybody!

sAddist 12:19 AM
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Saturday, October 16, 2004

wEll, wEll...
I just wanna tell you I am really TRUELY soRry about it..
I meant.. can you forgive me?? I wasted 2 hours of your time..
but.. You see i REALLY didn't know that you wEre there..
Since it's alredy over.. Then dont talk about it.. I just ask for uR forgiveness.
As for what I smsed it was purely not true as it was meant to be humourous to cheer pple up.. I DIDN't meant to make a joke out of you too.. lOok, I am really very soRry for what has happened.. I dont wish to lose another friend becuz of something which seem so tiny... so tiny that nobOdy wld believed that it'd break the friendship. I guEss.. We must learn to understand each other too.. OthErwiSe.. No truSt = shaky friendship..
hAiz.. It has only be a week or sO and SOoOoOo much things happened..
I saw heartless I saw ignorance I saw sAdness..
c'mOn.. eVerybOdy.. results are really not everything.. We got friends..
BgR is also not everything cuz we still got friends..
Let's dont submit to the evI|... KiLL them befOre they conquer us..
And hols are around the corner.. eNjOy while you can.. and best of luck on mOnday..




when you receive your paper..

again I apologise sincerely.. I really meant no hypocritism..



I DIDN"t say sorry to have that sense of relief...
I said soRry becuz i held up your time..
I did sms other pple.. But I DID not make you sound so BAD and UGLY..
BuT.. if Im really such a person in your mind now.. Thenn... I dunO whato say..
soRRy.

sAddist 4:32 PM
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Monday, October 11, 2004

I am finally back!! I know some of you must be missing my entries..
So much so that some of you are crying now....
HUSH HUSH... dun cry BECUS I AM BACK!!!!! Ta-DA!
I went watch white chick with ReU, aLi, Cs.
it was niCe.. and funny..
WhoA... suddenly dun wanna blog liao.. i need to play and play and play until i am mad!!! WOOW.. post exams are SOOOOOO funn!!!
I am going now... PoOf!

sAddist 8:36 PM
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Saturday, September 18, 2004

I really hate this. My mum %@#$%@#$ all e way today.
I know I didn't do much revision.
Exams are coming.. I went out for councillor meet today..
I went back and used the com for the whole day.
Then tml I still got to go out for pt's birthday.
She dun allow.
And I went to retrive my phone bills, it was
HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE, VEGETABLE.
I didn't know that floodin pple will cost me 30 bucks plus..
I don't flood liao lah.. I will only use 900 for each month. =(
Anyway, I am determined to get out the house tml..
I got FIR's songs!! Thanks to michelle and HaPpy biRthday!! =)
I duno how am I gonna revise.. =(
VEXED!!!!
But F.i.r still rocks.. =)

HmMmM.. I think I'll quit councillor if I become an NcO and able to get into 3/1.. I MUST GET INTO 3/1 or I cant find excuse to quit.. sOrry pals for disapointing you. The prob with me ish I dont wish to be that dot in the board.
My mum's always been right.. I cant even handle my crap wad for help the sch.. Kay kiang aR? anyway it's good to know that I am leaving after ken and doris has left. I know I shouldn't be quitting. BUT somebody pls understand me. at least I have FiR's songs to cheer me up.

sAddist 11:41 PM
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Friday, September 10, 2004

There is/are a/many stupid lizard(s) in my house, I stepped on it last night and it was struggling, I RAN AWAY of course. The stupid lizard varies in size, from last time i saw so baby small and now so big!! It went into my transparent mug containing some remedy for cough which I left on the table last time. It has big and black eyes. NOT nice.
cockROACHES!!! It appear on the wall of my living room after I got shocked by stepping the lizard. I HATE BOTH OF EM'. training tml, I gotta see prosperous AC. saluTe!! not going to blog liao.. Unless I am boreD?!

sPicy?
MmmMmm...
delicious and spicy?
MmMmmmM...
Hot and spicy?
No.. it's MmMmMmm SpIcY~!

sAddist 9:27 PM
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yO! Im finally back!!
I somehow managed to get back to this uRl, HOWEVER, the dumb thing is I cant access to the other uRl and cant possibly delete that. It's 12.50am now, I don't dare to sleep. My bRo went chalet with his DEAR and I am stuck with flashbacks of Face.


I am not SO scared just that the flashbacks kept bothering me and those numb feelins I've been getting in the night. It was like struggling from being possessed. I am not going to sleep tonight, maybe not I am SLEEPY :O. =X
This hol is not very good for me, Four days was down because of Np, aRgh.. don't wanna tink about doing any hmwrk.

I havin runny nose. ARGH!!


hOmewoRk: a powerful weapon used to deal with students, never welcomed, they will sneak into your notebook(or some even their brains if they are powerful enough). Once used, students have to deal with it or they'd be overwhelmed by it. In the end, something or wadeva thing gets inside the brain, making you feel a bit useful, however, the cycle of homeworks never ends, that's why the brain is sick and tired or feeling useful. And btw, stationeries are somewhat are invented for this super weapon, leading to the prosperity of stationeries shops. They'll never go broke unless the chain of homewrks STOPS. Gladly, homeworks are not usually madly given, otherwise would hurt the party dealing it, mentally, leading to physical abuse of oneselves, in other words called mental berserk due to stressssss.

sAddist 12:46 AM
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Friday, August 20, 2004

I finally got Doris to send me the pictures she took at seOul gaRden.. I am going to disable the right-click function in my blog, in case got pple print out the photos and poke any of our face. eRgh... I wasn't happy at all today. I woke up late becuz i thought tml got dnt test, I stupid enough to tell pple when I haven confirmed it yet. hAiz.. got questioned by weilong at meet today, nearly late, luckily I rushed. No feelin too awake. Had the suckiest Maths lesson in my life. If not I am bounded as councillor, I will go ahead and spit at his face. Unreasonable insulting teacher.. smell my FART ar.. Then after school got to stay back in class for teacher's day rehearsal. Haiz... I feel bad, but dunno why immoblised at the moment.. sOry.. Mrs Tham disagree our idea of filming delication in the toliet. But this is a reasonable one, Mr Chong, learn from it, dun think you uniform group I scared(obviously lying as his shoutings are like guniang's). Anyway I will talk back rudely next time if he keep being unreasonable and act high class, though I nver try before. Stupid lah.. idOit. He donwan to make up wit me then be it. I oredi got talk to him liao hor. always treating me as a ghost.. 7th mth also duned likedat ma..
I guess I shouldn't write unhappy things in my blog or else I will be unhappy when I see it...

here'Re the phOtOs..



Group photo after eating at sEoul gaRdenguys! dOn't carry pink bag, they spoil your image!

bRothers!Me and kOrthEre's REALLY a bar behind themkOr's honour to take photo with jOanbOo! whO's this dumb ass?

sAddist 7:54 PM
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Saturday, August 14, 2004

Today is such a wonderful day fOr me.... I had a haircut. And... I found my head like a toliet brush... although my brother said that mine hair had always been like toliet brush. I went to the clinic in the afternoon and the doctor I CRAVE for is not there. Basically, I wrote two entries today. I did not attend training today. I am feeling bolder and bolder. Not until I get scolded by my sir. Then, at night, I went see doctor The doctor was finally there. She is such a popular and nice doctor. I waited for 2 hours. While waiting I ate my dinner and cut my hair. Aint I clever?

I would want to be a psychologisht when I go up. PSYCHO-logist.. I have lots of things to do. Chinese.. Maths.. cool. tMl i am going out wif pt. Then I am the first in oral on monday. I very nervous. My chinese results are the BEST man Enough to make me go till 2 o'clock. don't feel like writing anymore. gOod nights!

sAddist 10:43 PM
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First of all I am going to give a small comment. I dont quite like some pple from sec 3/8.

I accompanied pengtiong to do the project given by Mrs Lim yesterday. Mrs Lim's so cute!! After that we took the same bus. She don't allow me to alight and thus I've to go to peng tiong's house. We had a really nice talk with her in the bus. She did not want to sit in the middle behind afriad that she might expose herself. Then she confessed that she don't want to roll down. She moved in and I sat BESIDE her.
Then we talk about brithday, I told her my birthday is 5 months after chirstmas. She say she cannot remember so well. Then peng tiong hinted her about his birthday, then she told us that her's coming. No wonder she started this topic about birthday. She ask us to give her fruits everyday until her birthday and she will say 'bingo!'
Then I asked why she don't ask for jewels, she say she won't want such expensive things from a student. Then peng tiong call her shameless, because she wanted a diamond apple. Then she kept laughing. We too, laugh also. Then I told her that I can include a get well card for her. She was like laughing away. Woo! Mrs Lim alighted the same stop as us. Mrs Lim rOcks! =)

sAddist 4:52 PM
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004

I duno what shit is in my head now. Okie.. to simply express the hate for myself, I decided to use these hostages as me.. I am not feelin any good. I hate to cough. ARR.. what's wrong with me!!!

fCk lah!



dOnt come near or I will....



There's war going in my head. I don't wish to talk 'bout it.

sAddist 3:30 PM
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Saturday, August 07, 2004

YTD we went to celebrate kenneth's birthday, I din actually want to go in the seoul garden to eat.. but they bluff me say one more person can get an offer of 7 bucks plus.. :( then in the end i had to pay about 12.90bucks.. After waiting a long time, we finally can go in.

I ate little knowing that Im having sight fever. nice food.. doris took pics of us eating.. But i doubt she has upload it into her com. And we eat and eat. iscream and many more. Then we decided on a mixed up dish for kenneth. I hand made one two course dish meal with doris. But the seoul garden person took away my dish secretly. I TOLD him i wan that dish, then he thought I cant see then take away.

SORRY hor, my eyes are glued to that dish.. Then we made another RAW one for kenneth. My intention is to make it nice but not to eat. Doris is just a bit different, she wanted kenneth to drink the soup. how evil.. =X

Kenneth poor thing had eaten one spoonful of every dish. Then we all help pack up and go out, we all went to the toliet and after some had finished doing their bussiness.. We took a photo together at the lift there. =)

Went home so weak then slept in the bus, I weighed myslf, I have added 0.3 kg. =( I dun wan to see doctor this time, I everytime watse my mum's money go see doc, and somemore my bro is studying a course which need damn lot of money. I better think twice.

Now you must be wondering why I am writing this thing today. Ytd I went home bathed and slept all the way till now. I slept at 6.30pm and 8.20am woke up. it's okay already I only slept for 14 hours the most. shall end my entry here. blogger rocks!

sAddist 8:34 AM
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Thursday, August 05, 2004

WoOo... gonna try paragraph my entries..

Today was feelin very depressed again. I dun know what's in my head. xiaOhUi become my councillor liao, I sent her the pic above to reward her..shit it i wan her phone. =( nothing much happened today.. But the life science sucks big time. I got many questions wrong. I am going to faint. I need sleep badly.

I need to go school at 6.30 latest tml. I hafta npcc fall-in. Must wear full-u.. I am going to faint now. I having a serious throat discomfort now. I bit of fever symptoms..

hMMm... I really very suck leh. chinese Oral coming i am going to fail it really bad. hAz.. I maybe going to see doc once more.. I... =(

sAddist 9:43 PM
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Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Ohhh yessss!!! I am so happy. I saw my ipw results. We only rehearsed 5 to 6 times then we pass (to be humble) and over 10 (to be proud). cOOl right?!!?! YESSSSSS.
We wentta visit police coast guard today, it was near the national stadium. It was damn cool, the presentation was a rush through as pple are using the room. Then we were allowed to play the game which cost 4.8million, we can navigate the ship, but however a time limit of 15mins were allowed. I nvr get the chance to touch the thing but it was damn funny. We tried crashing onto huge ships, the girls shouted: come on baby! then they scream, nothing happened.. then after crashing we can still gostan.. then we found a suspicious boat, cant manage to chase it as did not know how to control well. Then we gave up, we headed for land instead. The super miracle ship actually can be driven on land, then we got covered by the sand, we wanted to bang on the trees but the trees actually shifted and give way, we found tall buildings and wanted to crash onto it. but time was OVER! I am sure commonwealth npcc cadets can be good terriosts in future. Then it was the briefing about the weapons. Haha, that sir was pretty funny. Then got pple get saboed.. k.. i going to slpp liao. Tml got c.t. I am doomed. Was feeling quite depressed at first but not so much now.

This pic is quite cute shall share it here..

sAddist 5:42 PM
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Monday, August 02, 2004

ARGH!?!?!?
My whole day was spoilt today. dun wan to talk abt it liao. At first it was Mr rafUCK who wanted to chase after those pple who din go for sat's PT. He stared at me, I abit scared. I just act sorry and get over with it. HE FUCK MAN! He took my parent's contac no. and house no. Then still need letter. The girl after me say she got menstrual cramp then he let her gO!!!! FUCK HIM! Then it was that lemon sia, the old shrimp waiting to be eaten. He pumped me and said I was being a monkey. FUCK HIM LAH. I just only yOlEiyOhOo-ing only mah. Then somemore it was so embarrassing.. ArGh. So many pple saw me. FUCK BOTH OF THEM. FUCK IT`


oh ju-on's mother go haunt them if you want, oh you may wish to suck their blood dry tooI dui bu qi wang lao shi ar!!! =( he saw me being punished.. =( I am sorry Mr Ng.

sAddist 4:19 PM
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Saturday, July 31, 2004

hAiz, I skip my PT today as I overslept, anyway it was raining and i guess it should be wet and muddy out there. hAiz, I've been bad to Davin. I just wan to show him how he treat me last time. I'll stop it liao lah. Who ask him to be so self-minded last time. WEEEs! I gona buy shoes later. PaRdOn me if those comments on the linkie doesn't suit you. *tInK*

sAddist 11:02 AM
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Friday, July 30, 2004

IPW FINALLY OVER
Long time nvr blog, becuz so busy, gonna make this fast. We did our presentation ytd, wEEE, I think ms lim is the only presenter who lyk our presentation, the others like complaining. cannot blame mar. Then it was such an embarrassing thing for me to wear a hairband and a apron, but at least the teachers did not sleep through our presentation. ok! finally shot IPW dOwN! Then today went to see I ROBOT, it was damn cool, damn nice and amazing plot ;). haiz. pt was lyk blaming me for not accompanying him go watch. paiseh lOr. I wan to eat peppermint ice-cream even if it kills my sperm, I going down to buy before the van leaves. And hey dun rumour liao. I dunoo why this is going on.. soOo dumb.
 
xOxOxO` I wan to sleep

sAddist 8:07 PM
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Sunday, July 25, 2004

ytd night was the councillor night. I went buy a stupid black pants which was indeed not needed. haha. Then we (me, kenneth, alicia and doris) went jurong point buy presents. Then Doris was late. I thought I was going to be the lastest. WahAha. We went to take neoprints. ArRhg. I lost mine at pengtiong house otherwise I could picture it and put in blog.
Thanks to that fucking brother, I have been kind enough to let him use the com for the whole day. Die, there's so much things yet to be done. Okay let me continue with the night. We had horrible courses of meals. The first one was like liquified shit and next the pie which was so hard to cut, later it was a prawn plus fish stuffed in a piece of super hard chicken with some weirdy mashed potatoes, lastly it was a piece of very hard to swallow chocolate sponge cake. Then I put a sachet of sweetener, sugar and creamer in my coffee to enhance it's taste. Then clara helped me add five packets of creamer to my coffee and made it look like capucino. I cant finish the drink liao. dun believe you just try smelling how 'creamy' it is. yUk. Later we mixed everything in the plain water. Then we add a flower from the vase and the tomatoe. Looks nice. Took that down with reuben's phone wonder whether it's in his phone now. hEhe.
Then it was the lucky draw, got nothing. Anyway, I am just not that lucky. And finally home.
Getting late. justback from pt house. luckily i missed the previous bus, a van crashed onto it at my bus stop where i gonna alight. phEw. Seems that i am not so unlucky after all. Getting naggy. I still have maths. :(

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Friday, July 23, 2004

I've changed my layout
oKie is this thing nice? it's tedious for me to change everything's colour from red(originally) to green.
So tiring, I've been sleeping at 12 recently. OkiE, thanks for cheering me up chengsiang =). I am not brooding over that matter liao. There is lots of things to do, like the NKF proposal and the preparation of the IPW presentation. It's 12am now.  gOdd morning. Xavier asking me to buy jersey when I am not playing in the tournament. I dun wish to be the spoilspOrt but I really dun have money. HaIz, looks like I have to go around begging for money again. gOsh, I am actually so tired that I a, slanting my head when I am typing. oHhs.. gOod nitez~

 

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Thursday, July 22, 2004

hAiz, long time nvr blog cause I am forbidden frm the com due to a cold war with my bro, aniway he's not around now. Gonna make this fast( I hope).

YeA, I have been slapped, slapped by someone who is very buEisong, doesn't hurts much but I just got hit becuz I ask him not to scold so much **s. Haiz, what a failure I am. WeLL, I din cry, REALLY.. After that thing I was seething hot, Davin was trying to make me cool down, then we went to library to do iPw, I told them then they say so many things that made me feel that they are really true friend that touches me and got the Davin keep on making me thinkin abt that thing. Then I felt wetness in my eyes, then it drool, but I DIN CRY!!! I drooled only.  I've nothing to say. I just not going to get slap by any other pple anymore, I'll kill them, I SWEAR! I will make them enunches!

FrEak it, there is someone that is backstabin i can feel it, anyway I dun care, he wun live for long.
Davin fell down and twisted his leg
hOw sad, feel like making a get well card for him, he is such a wonderful friend that can stand me. Anyway when we visited him today he was still as crazy as before(I meant crazier). WOOs! We finished our skit, and we are trying to memorise it, gonna earn back what I owned the group in this presentation! YEAH!

 
jUst to make dORis jealous here's a little pic out of the hundreds pics I have:

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Sunday, July 18, 2004

 
siAn I gOrt so many hmwrks undone, just now got one IpW meet, we'll nvr gonna get anything done with Wen Jian who is so sleepy at all times. I slept for 15 hours today, pRo eHx? okie I shall end my entry here. gOrt so many things to do. HaIz. There's a '.' in chengsiang's diary.. It's nt me though i used 'dOt' before. =( fReAK that person everybody in 2/6 rocks )=

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Saturday, July 17, 2004

I've been moody recently. I am not now! I am now officially a councillor. cOol. counCillor is not so bad after all. You just got to sacrifice some of your time for the school, tt's all. Today we had our investiture. The day we've been paractising for. Everybody was wearing thier blazers. Although it was HOT. I am 15 mins late for today. At first, I was like feelin so Frustrated that i cant go for the flag day today. But somehow I really enjoyed myself later on. I was carrying the chair and those chiars were making my pants rusty. However good exercise for my flabby hands. Then it was the real thing liao. After ms tay's yucki speech, Alisha went up to speak with a bandaged leg. AWWWWWWW.. She touched all of us alot. She was saying about her 7 councillor friends who encouraged her and those people who believed in her. She said that being in the councillor board is not permanent but it's those things that she learnt during the time when she's in the councillor board that will be permanent. AWWW.  She nearly cried when she was making her speech. I was on the vERgE of dropping my tears. She really inspired me. I will try my best not going to complain liao. Later we have our item and refreshments time and followed by a long phototaking session. Mrs TerrAnCe rOcks man.. She will be treating us pizza on our first general meeting!! Arif go suck up to her tody. He told her that she was damn pretty, made her so happy. LAter met all those flagday people. and POOF, finally home. SleEPy. gOod nightz.

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Thursday, July 15, 2004

I CANT STAND MYSELF, I AM NOT just A LONER, A ANTISOCIAL, I AM JUST HOPELESS. HAVING COUNCILLOR EVERYDAY, HOW TO DO IPW?? I NEED SOMETHING TO BANG MY HEAD WITH. TODAY'S COMMMONTEST REALLY SUCKS. I ANYHOW WROTE BUT I HOPE THE MARKS WUN BE ANYHOW. i JUST WANNA quit councillor. Pls forgive me, I scolded by mum everyday. I everyday wake up late. I dun feel right everyday. I dun feel very comfortable in the councillor. I... just wanna be normal. Doris is not talking to me. BUT I AM TELLING THIS AGAIN HERE I DO NOT LIKE ANYBODY NOW AND I DARE TO CONFESS, IT'S NOBODY!
I hope this cold war better ends fast or i am going mad. I NEED COURAGE!!

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Monday, July 12, 2004

I AM GOING BERSERK
HAIZ. can somebody help me. I am really very stressed. The IPW is making me feel very guilty. The website so lousy. I know Wen Jian's complaining but just he dun wan say out. Too bad la. next time organise time lor. Anyway, I am really troubled over loads and loads of things that can make me go berserk now. I got to prepare my group for the IPW presentation. BUT i rarely have the time. I got CCA and all councillor's rehearsal this week. next week we'll have to present!! I need to quit councillor badly. I still got my NPCC. HaIz. My homeworks I still own a lot. My money. everyhing. And something that I will nvr hav the courage to get back. THat's it. I am berserk.

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Friday, July 09, 2004

Long time nvr update blog. GOnna faint soon. Wed was rushing through IPW. I din sleep for that night. FeeL unfair, but who ask me to be the lousy group leader. I am susposed to giv them tasks and they complete so I wld not go mad at the last moment. ytd kept on sleeping in class. esp lots during annie lim's boring lesson. HaIz.. i slept through mr chia's lesson. after school when westmall, actually wanted to play lan, but below 16 are STRICTLY not allowed in, cheverons different no police check but westmall vry frequently. LATER GOT 4.* cROSsCoUnTrY!?!?! I going westmall now meet eug and yc, gosh i gonna be late. TML IS THE NPCC TEST, hope i am not a living dead when i come back.

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Monday, July 05, 2004

This blog is having some problems. I gonna have some problems later. Eugene and group of friends are coming to my house to run. But then I've a ipw meet later. Haiz.
I miss the match totally ytd. ArGh... I slept through it and wake up when it's ended. ARGHHH!! GREECE WON.. WHOOSE.. =X..

Ytd me and wen jian found one nokia phone very chio de, Nokia 6260
GOSH Nokia 5140 is also very chio. GOSH.. I'd also be contented with N6230...
THis shld be in this blog long time ago. Now you know what's wrong with my blog.

rEtArDed

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Saturday, July 03, 2004

HAHAHA.. I am FINALLY promoted. fEel so happy. every suffering was worth it. Too bad i only had a badge. I din attend those course in the hols.

today's councillor rehearsal suck as usual. hAiz. tired. But happy that i am LANCE! HOHOHOOHO. maybe i need to relax.

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Monday, June 28, 2004

Ytd so angRy. I lost my shoes when took them outside the corridor and let them dry.. Then my bro keep on saying and saying. Then my mum's asking me what to do. Then my father also very angry. I am trying to finish my book review then they there nagging. HaIz... Then I goRt so many things haven do. As if I'd wan my shoes to be stolen. gOnna buy new one if I have the money. I currently own a lot of pple a lot of money. =( tOday's mum's birthday. I bought a 'thank you' flower for her. Then dAvin took the 'love mum' one. eRgh I wan that one. BuT nvRm I love my mum lOts can liaoz. Today was so happy to be back school. AnNie Lim was our new english teacher. I dunno what to say, feel really sUAY! The history teacher was kokila. HAHA. I thot gorila. Davin says is aguira (a horror movie character). AnYwaY she kinda of sucks to0 impement such rules. Ng was not very friendly like b4. =( HoPe he really will change his mind. dOH leave us.

HapPy BiRtHdAy mUm
EwWs getting abit mushy here. I luRve it. gonna play redalert against eugene someday at his house. hOhO. feElin gReat now. sOrry for fucking pple oFf. =) hAiz sweden lost. ytd match din watch cannt watch later panda eyes. kK. =) going do some changes to blog.

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Sunday, June 27, 2004

FUCK OFF

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Saturday, June 26, 2004

FRANCE LOST LOL!!
This match is getting more funnie those pple who bet on the odds win like siao lor. today MAYBE sweden will win. hAhaz.
Today went ice skate at JE. euEgEne BiRtHdAy. hahaz. then We delicate a song for him. Ooos. HE damn touched. becuz suddenly lights out and the speaker wish Eugene happy birthday then got birthdy song and those foams coming out from above. EewwW.. hahaz. Today was euegene's first time skating he fell down many times lah. At least he din fall down more then my first time. I fell down 2 times today. eRgh. dui lian. But then cant blame. I am trying to balance myself when many pple charged at me. but then they turned but i stun. I wanna dodge but got pple behind. It's was so luan then I have a nice fall.
There's a girl who cant balance herself, she was fallin and no support then she prounce to me there and touched my butt.. HAHAHAAHA.. so embarrassing.
Went arcade and library.
VERY SORRY. I made the birthday boy and his friends waited 45mins for me. lols. I am late.
Went home was sleeping in bus. tired. Then a indian lady called me up she wanna sit. eRgh so paiseh my mouth was drooling saliva =P.. okie that's all =)

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pOOOOOOOf`
I am here. I am gonna stay up awake to watch the match today. time report 1 am soon. 1.45mins to the match.. =)
My bro msg me this photo he took.. Hahaz. my cousin!!!!
These two photos are my same cousin but so much difference. lol!

<<----VS ---->>
HaPpY BiRtHdAy eUgEnE!!!!!!
OkIe lArgh... Tml is Eugene's BiRtHdAy.. I going ice skate with him tml. Haiz. feeLin guilty becuz he ask me go escape but i din go then he change to ice skate then I go. =Z

hMM.. sian gonna do homeworkS le. newpaper report and maths and 'xiao wang zi' agu coming!!!

hahaX.. someone give me this quote shall put this here.
qUtOe of dE nIteX: AI ZHEN DE XU YAO YONG QI

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Friday, June 25, 2004

iM dead I am susposed to go councillor today. But then I overslept. slEp until 2pm. =Z hAiz I am going to die liao lArh. caNNot finish my ipW in time.

MY com currently dun hav enough memory to produce anything more. I also dun have anymore time to finish my homework. fOrget it.



`It's good to be normal sometimes.

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Ytd went for cousin biRthday. Then gathered there doing nothing except eating. today went councillor rehearsal. Stunned when was told that they changed script. ArHz. we'll not be able to make it this way. everyday need to go back for rehearsal. My mood to do homewrk gone liao.. =( Then went JE to meet simeng to do the xiao wang zi. I just read that book and I dun feel like doing. I lost 10 pages, how to do? fCuked up sia. Then go arcade. HAha. played with jason (simeng's senior/kor). this guy always laughin.. Hahaz..I wonder when I am going to finish ALL the homewrk. I looked through the obituaries page and wondered whether my face would be there soon. haiz. I am going mad... smile!

WORLD PEACE.

say chEEse..
then a pie..
=(

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Wednesday, June 23, 2004

yTd went to play lan with Davin of course i din play counterstrk. becoz I will puke if i play that game. Too much movement make my brains so swirling and swirling. I gonna die I haven started on my newspaper report. ARrRr.. I din not need to go the councillor rehearsal todaY!!!! YEEEEEEEEHAAAAA!!! My cousin birthday today. HAPPY 3/4 years old BiRtHdAy!!!!!! God bless those whose' homewrk is not done yet.


>but first bless me first. =(


AHLEiLUYAH!

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Sunday, June 20, 2004

DIE 10 DAYS OF HOLS LEFT
HeHe. I've added a counter. dunno why the camp seems long. But when I am using the com times files. ThEre is our 2.4k when sch opens. hAiz. I will definately get a E or something. I cAnt believe that I can actually sleep for 10 hours a day a least, normally I wld slp for 12 a day at least.. HaIz. My cough still haven recover. duRing the night at the chalet and the tent, I cough like siAo. Then pple suspect me got asthma. When sleeping in the chalet I dunno what to say lor. They ask me why I likedat then I say I choke on my saliva. But then I really dun rmb I got breathing difficulties. When sleeping in the tent I also got cough until cannot breathe likedat. It was like 3am then I WOKE the instructors. I am feelin so guilty. Then they ask me whether I would wanna sleep outside. Of course I refuse lah. I dun wanna sleep on heir sleeping place and they'll have to sleep on the floor or share..

>I am such a considerate but sucky gUy.

OH GOD IF YOU CANT TAKE AWAY MY COUGH PLS HELP ME FINISH MY HOMEWORKS. lols

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Saturday, June 19, 2004

WeLl this picture is quite nice. Put here for fun and laughter peace and joy health adn wealth and nothing else. lols


CaMp.. HmMm. I gotta quite a lot to talk about it..
The first day we assemble in school, then we took the sch bus there. I was bored in the bus so I force myself to sleep when Im already feelin energised, although ytd night I slept at 12.30am. Because of that stupid beetle. It flew into my room and kept on banging on my lamp. Then I was vexed by it and I took my air freshener and sprayed at it. It has no effect then I rolled up a newpaper and whack it but it keep on flying. Then I combine the freshener and the whacking together, the beetle was finally dead. =) Spent 20 mins. phew. Was asleep at 12.45a.m.
DAY 1
We were made to assemble at the carpark. I was sitting with Kenneth at first then they spilt us into groups. Then I was in group 7 and kenneth was in 8.
Then we had a gathering in our own group. Kelvin the sec 3 guy was the first one to talk to us in our group. Our instructor introduced himself and made us introduce ourselves. I was like feelin so sian. Then it was time for us to think of a cheer. Nobody wants to talk although Kelvin was trying to make us suggest. Then the instructor taught us a very vuglar cheer. It goes likedat:


wEll. yOu shld know what the 'fight kill' & 'cheese pie' means. Then was lunch time. It was nasi lemark. The chicken wings were hard to attack but still ended up nicely in my stomach.

Later we had our cheer presented then we went for our games. Captains' ball. They were playing with the straw ball at first and then the soccer ball. Lastly was a chicken. HaHA. Very funny. I really cant stop laffing when I see the chicken flying in the air, but I wld choke when I laugh so I HAD to contain my lafter. I did catch the chicken but I missed everytime I threw to my team mates. Our team was really powerful. Kelvin was POWER man. He went to block a captain and succeed everytime. Maybe that's the advantage of being SO TALL. Then I was in the field trying to catch a chicken. Elisha was funny. When they said that the chicken head was worth 50 points and different parts worth different points after the poor chicken parts were being separated. She found the head somewhere and hid it below a leaf. Then she use a shoe sole which was found in the grass to cover it. Then when the third match starts, we went playing then she was acting that she found the head. Then one denfender from other team saw it. He did not want Elisha to pick up the head. Then he stepped on it. OMGOSH!!!! The thing was smashed and then Elisha still took it up and threw to our captain. HAHAHA.. We concluded everything and the instructor announced our scores. We lead with a wonderful score of 1425 points. Thanks to us running in the field and Kelvin managing to catch all those we've thrown to him. Hahaz.
Later was bathe time and we went bathing. After was the dinner and followed by the candle war. We are susposed to use our candles to burst other tema's balloon. Each teams have five ballons and if all the balloons are down we're dead. Only one defender in each group is allowed and they are only the ones allowed to blow out candles. If our candles flames went out. We are susposed to light up at our base candle only. We are susposed to go out in twos or threes and if our buddies' candles went out, we'll have to go back and light our candles again. It was fun at first but later everybody was cheating. I bursted one balloon. Haha. That time I was with Pang Aik and Elisha. Pang Aik bursted two! hahaz. WeLl. we had our girls to protect our base. They were screaming when those guys from our teams came to burst our balloons. Haha. Later they say boy and girl cannot go out together to burst other pple's balloon. So I went with pang aik. Then I went to Kenneth's team to burst their balloons but their group was the CHEATING like mad. Their attackers blew out our candles and their members were pushing us away. HAIZ. I was pushed and accidentally burnt someone. He was so angry that he pushed me. I was trying to explain but he just dun wanna listen. What kind of lousy loser!
Then I went back to our base. Then someone frm their group CHEATED like mad they burned a wooden stick and used it to poke our balloons. They KO-ed 4 of our balloons. Haiz. And the last one was also KO-ed by them. Hahaz. and we're dead. Then later was talking by instructors and we went to bed at the chalet.
DAY 2
Well I am crapping so much. I am gonna make it more simpler. We had our breakfast. Then we went for our cheers again then station activites. WE played games that required teamwork and all this. Later was dry rafting. I was having a really bad tummyache at that time. But well I endured through it and then it was over when we were punished for being late. Dry rafting was also a game that requires strategy. WE made a raft ourselves and a hoop with a pastic bag attached. Then we made bullets for scoring into the other team's hoop. Rule were also implemented. All the team members are susposed to be in the raft and we cannot get out of it or we will be forfeited. We then will all squat down and then wait for ten seconds and cant do anything, thus pple can score into our hoops. Points will be deducted for the numbers of balls otehr teams scored.
We planned to defend first and then attack later. but we got attacked by two groups who ally with each other. Haiz, somemore we got forfeited and we have to get scored by other teams. Later was endurance TRAINING.. WE were tortured. Haha. They made us stay in push up position in the sun and on the fields. We were ask to run here and there and were teached how to fall in and do serdiya and sernangdiri. They slashed sea water at us. WE were made to be in push up position and they changed to SIT-UP position. So we became so wet and soggy with soil on our backs. Then they made us do hornet drills which we much lie down and our head must be on the grass. The keep on changing commands. MAking us squeeze. Then they said that when we squeeze they should not be able to pull any of us out..
So we held hands in hands. Then later someone was pulled out. And we were punished. Then we became more united we held each other tighty. I was like finding it so fun. Haha. Then they slashed mroe water at us. Then the instructors started pulling people out again. We tried our best but again someone was pulled out. The second time we cant balance and everybody fell. Haiz. More pple were pulled out. Then we became really vexed liao. They punishing us for everytime we fail. But then I think all this is chicken ass compared to our NPCC camps. ReALly lor not booasting. Then the last round we like becoming more united. WE hugged each other so tightly. Then somemore those instructors like no strength liao. Then I saw someone weak being tugged. I was so angry lor. Those instructor are not going to make us got punished again I go use my leg and kick his butt. HAha. he deserve it. FINALLY we did it. Then we are allowed to go back and bathe. Our sapphire group went to help a girl search for her long bracelet. She was crying and was touched.. aWww.....
We cant find anything and we went back to bathe. Kelvin was about to go because he had to leave for malaysia at night. We had our bathe and then went for dinner. Our principal was speaking and followed by the v.principal talk. After the speech, the instructors celebrated Then it's our turn to plan. We are susposed to plan what are the problems faced by us, solutions and suggestion and so on. Then as time is getting late. We have to present tml. today those sleeping in the chalet have to sleep in the tent today. HAiz. I went to sleep with kenneth, choon loke, xavier, arif and eric. Haha. I very dui bu qi ken leh. I slp that time got hit him so many times. HaIz. Haha...
Then the next day was quite a day of conflicts of my emotions. We had our presentations of those things we brainstormed ytd. I was made to present. waolao so what. I dunno what to say. Then I just read out frm that paper we wrote on it. Haiz.
Haha. then was breakfast. After breakfast we went for area cleaning. AwWWWwwwwww...... I dunno how to desribe my feelings. I want to go home but I do miss this camp quite a lot. haIz, then it was dismissal. I ran for my bag and walked off. I know who's jackyln liao.. Haha.. Kkk.. LAter was in the MRT with kenneth. Ian yiling royston cheryl arif jackyln was also in the same MRT. Suddenly me and kenneth felt a strong increase in our voltages. WE became so bright that we can light up the world even there were is sun esclipse occuring then. Haha. I went home and bathed. Din went sleep but went Jp to play arcade with my friend. I enjoyed myself. I will not forget this camp. I lUrVe it.. I miss everything there..... aWww. it's getting abit mushy here. Hahaz.

>sore hands...


lesson of the day: you'll get sore eyes after reading this entry. =Xx

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Monday, June 14, 2004

Boring drama rehearsal today. There's one more rehearsal tml and I doubt I can stand it. haiz. After the rehearsal I become the lightbulb obviously. I was behind Ken and Doris walking and Cheryl and Royston. WoWoW, hahaz. Haiz. I really need to make more councillor friends. I dun feel like mixing with Ken and Doris and bcome the lightbulb. ArRr!!! Later I go tie my shoelace then they went off to the bus stop, phEw and I went to the other bus stop to take bus home I met juani at the bus stop and a bus came and we got into the bus. The bus was full and I was standing infront of a fat boy. He damn ass idoitic poopoo. I was made so embarrassed by him. He was saying shuai ge shuai ge then I look at him. aRr. Then pple thought I bHb. Then he keep saying shuai ge man2(quite) shuai de. I dunno how big the stamp on his eyes then he go look at my socks! aRr. He ask why I din wear ankle length socks. I igNoRed him and I moved into the backseat. Then the stupid boy followed me. HE IS A GAY!! Then juani came and sat near me and then she talked to that boy, haha. Her english speaking was fluent and made the boy shutup for good sake. phEw. The boy alighted at near westmall that stop and I began cursing him. lols. HahA this is so long and naggy but I think it's worth blogging.

`being happy doesn't cost much, it only starts with a smile =)

qUote of the day: I met a idoitic cork-eye in bus 157 today.

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Sunday, June 13, 2004

haiz. My internet keep on hanging. Cant stand it. Freak it. aRr.



ytd my babycousin come my house. hMm. He looks as if someone owns him money. Hahaz. He gonna bash me up, I made him look like a gAy. lols. He keep on looking at me and I act cute to him, then he cry. Hahaz. So comical. I am crazy. Eh, so sad. I spent about $120 dollars on my med and I am still not recovering. I suspect that I have throat infection becuz i can feel it somemore tht carnival day I was lighting those candles, the smoke is not friendly for my nose. THe doctor simply says that I have flu and keep on giving flu meds. Well, my mum asked me to stop eating the doc's med and bought me some pills from the medical hall to suspress the cough. bUt... seems not very effective. aiYa. Jus hope I can KO this cough. Damit. I gotta camp soon.

=(eRRRRrrRRRrrrRRrrrrGh`

LessOn of the day: babies cant accept someone cuter then them ;) pUke!

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Thursday, June 10, 2004

My date with doc the 4th time
Haiz. wEnta see doc again. Gave me more tablets to swallow. hAiz. tOday the whole day playing games. I am addicted liao. Hehe. Nvm cause I am going to finish the games liao. I am actually playing pOkemon at my age. lAff at me. Homeworks~ eRgGh>!#@!
-tired eYes @_#-

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Wednesday, June 09, 2004

Ytd went buy presents for benny. the timecrisis machine cheat money de. On e screen says 1 token made me thought only 50cents. fReak X-zone. Go starfac cheaper. gRr. Haiz. Nothing to do now. Asking pt to send me games. Woohoo. tml got civil defence course. WEll desperately asking what to wear and what's the time. anybody kind enough to tEll?

-wAiting for a 'kind' sOul`

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Monday, June 07, 2004

i+'s bEnNy's BiRtHdAy tOdAy!
WHaTs wrong with me recently. I am coughing till i cant breathe, actually i can breathe with my nose but I choose to use my mouth. And then the phlem stuck there I totally canot breathe. haIz. I have seen doctors for three times liao. I dun feel like going to see another doctor. Nothing to do today. Happy biRthDay to everytiMe bUlly pPle de bIg bEn. =X. HaHaz. I din haf money to buy you present now. So I'lL have to give you after your yUnnAn trIp] He's going with two more giRl in our class!! I am worried for the two girls. YeA. ReALli worried.
they are shopping at orchard. And i am rotting here. HaIz. I am going to finish typing the summary of the GM shopper's guide!! yaHOo.

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ThEmE: actually blogging is a very scary thing. You laff to yourself sometimes.

sAddist 4:29 PM
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Saturday, June 05, 2004

Went for Jolin's autograph today, din bought her album. Then saw her album in HMV and was tempted to buy. HaIz. I was left with no money liao. Michelle and Kah Mun were both late. But they still managed to get Jolin's autograph. Jolin super chio!! She sign very fast. Din haf enuff time to look at her face properly. cOOl!? Later went Heeren walk. Saw something I REALLY wanna buy but no $$. Then followed KM and Mic to takashimaya?they ate and I've to resist. Went back home at last. Wasted $1.40 on the bastard standard tickets. Haiz. I need money badly. Benny's berthday cOming I am doomed. Dar~ here's her signature..

sAddist 7:34 PM
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Hahaha. These are those FotOs I took today during IpW meEt. Haha. Davin so shy dun let me take fotO. Haha.

That was me stunning? lOok more likA ghost. YEA.
yTd my bro changed his phone to GD88. The camera nice, but the phone was huge. dId nothing at the ipw meet today. haiz. wOndering whether shld I go jolin autograph session tml. I din buy. I think I shant go. I shall rot at home. gOnna do everything now. Report writing here I come!!!

sAddist 10:41 AM
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Thursday, June 03, 2004

=ZdOcZ=
Well, I wen dOwn to the doc again today, she gave me new med. YtD I was coughing like mad, until I actually woke up at 2.45am. I was forcing myself to sleep, somehow it worked. I woke up at 12pm. aTe my med and was still coughing until I cud not breathe. So I called my mum and she bought me to doc Hee. She asked me to breathe by my mouth and I did what she said. Later med was prescribed. Was gaven antiswellin med, strong cough med and ANTIBIOTIC. cOol. I am going to stay home these few days and rot with IPW and my new med (nO pics, too bad, |O|!). I dunno what's wrong with my tag board. HaIz. I wIll try to find a new one kK? =)

sAddist 5:23 PM
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Actually made up with my bro. WeLL we are bRos afteraLL, cant get to sleep now becuz later I'd be eating my med. My bro bought a white sHiRt with gReen strips. He promised to buy me more when he go orchard again. hMm. I am hoping for a jersey black with somewhere gReEn de. tHat'd be cOol. HaHA. I demanded for a pencil case which is black and green again frm him. HmMm. It aint early now. 12.15a.m. gOod morning! hEck my med I'Ll slp before hauntu cOmes. This is hOw we deal with HaUntU ;)

sAddist 12:09 AM
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Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Hehe. Here's a comic strip.

I am not angry liao.. Now my head is so itchy. scratching like mad. Tell you a good news, my cough suddenly stopped. I am recovering. I am looking forward to that camp day. WOOHOO!?!?!?! I LUV IPW!

sAddist 12:19 PM
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Tuesday, June 01, 2004

med is making me drowsy
Coughing like madman. Yi Fa Bu Ke Shou Shi. Tml is ipw meet again. Feeling lonely but happy that I am alone. This is nonsense. I wonder how long shall I sleep today. Nothing to think about except IPW. Bored. Nightz..

sAddist 9:43 PM
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Monday, May 31, 2004

Only coughing but coughing like mad. SO went to see doctor. Gave me such med. Ytd carnival was nice. Was tending stall most of the time. Went to the telematch, first obstacle is amazing, spinning around 15 times. Fell lots of times. later got wet and wild and muddy. Strip shirt to fill bottle with the water from the pail. Get back feel GROSS. 2/5 won atlas. I hate myself. I dun wan to be called an ACG or CAG. they wanna call let them call, I wun let their life be easy. Feeling nothing doing nothing. Life is just nothing.

sAddist 1:08 PM
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004

OoUcH!
Haiz. I cant stand myself. I sucks. I fell down two time today. All my fault actually. One is i nothing to do feeling very sian after recess then I wanna make kenneth's shoe come out then I half succeeded oredi and wan to run liao he shoot out his legs. I thought he wan to do the same thing to me and I jumped. I flew all the way from the back of 2/7 class corridor to the middle. It was successful and still strike a 'peace' pose. Another is after mamalookingforhercat. I ran and ran to the sim towers in the tunnel luckily no pple. Then I too fast le I brake and fly all over to the floor. I quickly stood up. As Kenneth, Doris, Brenda, Joanne, Wan Qing and kahmun they all still behind strolling. PhEw, saved my face by not my leg. ErGh. tOday pt was late. He had to go all the way to esplande. He sure very sad and angry one. He's going blog again. lOl. Cant sell tickets today. Terrance scolded Doris for eating lollipop. She dunno how to stuff the whole thing into her mouth TOO BAD! This is getting long. I am tired. Tml take result and jumping day. good luck everybody.

sAddist 8:55 PM
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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

BOO! Haha, I am crazy. Tml going for mamalooking for cat, today came quite a bit late for school. I having sore throat thanks to extra spicy tasty chicken meal from KFC. Hey that pic I just took de, you cannot blame me looking like a mad dog. I just escaped from hospital. HaiZ. I hope pt will cheer up. I owned a hefty debt.. I was said to be something by someone today, though is short i will remember. I need time. Gimmi the holidays and I will change. I hate myself.
Orh, today was half day, but tickets only sold 4. I din sold mine's. HaIz. Teachers are so stingy, refused to buy frm us. Pauline leong is E best bought from us and gave us the tickets. Mr Lim and Miss Kho did not help us to buy. =( Science teacher is always the best. Stupid primary 1,2 and 3 pupils crowding among our booth, felt happy but they were there to see only, gOOd. Some of them came with 10cents. cOol. I need to sell my tickets!!!!! Or i gonna eat them up and shit them out as money..

sAddist 3:49 PM
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Monday, May 24, 2004

HaIz do my blog until likedat. I give up liao la. I hate codes. I dunO becuz I just cant say anything now. I am feeling really unhappy. I hate myself. I just cant control myself. Why just I be serious or solemn for one moment. Thurs is my running day, I dun wan to run. What's this an asshole frm 2/6(specially there to throw class face) go run 1.5k. HaIZ. I cant skip or I will be punished by Mr Sim and Mr RAFucK. I shld reflect more, I shldn't say I dun like someone unless I am perfect. So 'wKsS'. I wish to have slience. forever.

sAddist 6:17 PM
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Thursday, May 20, 2004

eRgh!!
ytd cut hair waited so long for my turn. still have to stand with the ammonia haur dye smell. And the lady her cutting skills SUCKS, she cannot cut she use pull, well i feel like a toliet brush. My bro say one. Hehe. I hate my speaker I hear halfway then suddenly dun have one. Maths and Chinese sucks what's next? I have to do IPW now, I dun feel like doing. Today had ALOT of fun at the stupid workshop. I know julia hates me a lot. Who cares. play that game she like wan to kill me likedat. forget it. I am just so hatable. Morning i was late for the councillor attendance again. HaIz.
I feEL really really bad. I am a councillor and i come sch later then non councillor. I decided to wake up at 4. I AM DETERMINED!!!!! Was stopped by lemon prawn for finger nails checking. GrR i was the third one who kanna. FREakO. paid 1 dollar for it. ReALly very buei song liao. then nobody wanna understand. I tell myself to rEn. finally over then become happy when i got my geog paper. I only minus less than 20 marks :+)somemore i bought CYNDI'S NEW ALBUM LE. still abit not happy. the pictorial book no more stocks i dun belief qurrelled? with the CD RAMA lady. she gave me the poster then. went home nothing to say. Jacky chueng? fans so few, got there see less then 1000 pple less then CyNdi(7000) :+)
nothing to say, just feel too ashamed abt seeing someone. Going to eat dinner liao.

sAddist 8:38 PM
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Monday, May 17, 2004

siAnx!!

Haiz, I am so fed up with this blog. I have been doing this for the past 3 hours!!1 I cant get things correct. NvM. I am going to do this blog AGAIN!! I dun believe i cant make it right. gRr. This format reaLLy sucks. Me wanna change to gReEn one with dOraemOn pictures in it. i am gonna learn to edit the doraemon to make it GREEN. GFP protein. lOL!!!! going pt house to learn. gRrH. ok that's it. I have nothing to do. I am going to rOt and die for the past few hours. Haiz. Woke up at 3 today. GREAT! thanks for making my blOg simeng. Hehe. I am going to demolish the format. The tag i wil preserve. lOlz.

sAddist 6:24 PM
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Saturday, May 08, 2004

KkK.. I din even know that the entry nEeds posting. sO i only write one line. HaHaHa. sIan sIa eXams over liao. NoW i nothing to do liaoz. Haiz. Did ReALly bad for my exams.. wHo cares. GoNna dRop from HigH HIgH to lOw lOw. eRgE really gonna get scolded. I am going to reformat this entire blOg. The words are all from arabic.

I dOn't understand at aLl.. bUt the problem is whether i knOw how to do this idiotic blOg. i am gonna figure it our lAter. yTd went for bowling. ErGh. got the hightest 69 the last game. i was far far behind from other pple. BuT i din get last. Hehe. euGene and kenNeth pro lOr. Kenneth can strike so many times. His strength sUperb but too superb that sometimes toO fast aLl the skittle dun wan to get knOcked oFf.

after bowling play arcade. I loSt to XavIer in the bishy bashy. AsSholE. kEn and dOriS loUsy. LoSt to me and eUgeNe. they watsed dUnOo how much lEh. I only spent 1.50bucks on that. The rest 1 dollAr spent on time crisis. WoohOO. I actually can play so fast. hhaAha. But the attention attracted not sO mUch NOT FUN. first time 1 credit get to the stage 2 area 2. dun laugf at me. I am just so lousy. after arcading went to IMM with kenneth doris peng tiong eugene and xavier. I dunO go there for what. I was drenched up when i reached there. Haiz.

Bough a WANTWANT PAOPAO GUO DONG. Not nice one. DriNk a bit feEl like puking. THe children in the advertisment all act cute. mAybe they all love to pUke. HaAH. Walk so much eUgene suggested to play in the warehouse. NoT FUN! we scared lOSt so sit at one corner, brenda called and we use loud speaker to talk. Then a indian man came and chansed us away. lAter dOris go take a self portait of herself, then her portrait is sketched out by the machine. sO dUmb. told her is not nice lE!!!

finally decided to go jurong pOint and take bus with pt then actually going back home from jurong eAsT. So reached home 1 hr later. The bus was stucked in the traffic. AnywAY had loads of talking with pt in the bus. pitied keNneTh. He was like jealous because eUgeNE was like trying to eat doris up. HAha. The portrait eugene also wanna take with doris but choose wrongly. TOO BAD. dORis also de. She dunno why wan to test kenneth alway provoking him. stop tt or SHe will regret.

kaY. I will try to keep my entry shOrt!!YtD after exams was screaming like HELL. Yea baby yea. FINALLY!!! I can play sleep eat and play.=) vEry paisEh. I wanna change sImeng's harwork le. BbyEx

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